As told to me by Sol Brighton from Middlesex Mass.
I've read a lot of stories on the Internet about huge cocks and how women go wild over them and other men are intimidated by them and then become cuckold husbands to men who have them.
Well let me tell you that a big dick is not all it's cracked up to be.
I've got the biggest dick of anyone I know. I'm just under 9-inches when I'm soft and a full 14-inches when I'm hard. Just think for a moment what it's like being 9-inches long when you're all soft and trying to just get along.
First off you can't just tuck your dick into your undershorts like other guys do. If you do that and for some reason you get a hard-on, well, there's nothing that surprises people more than a big dickhead poking out of the waistband of a guys pants, let me assure you.
The only way you can get by is by running it down one pant leg or the other. Baggy pants bare essential, I've always wished I could wear those skin tight Levis like other guys do, but they're out of the question.
Imagine getting a hard on that's 14-inches long when it's running down your pant leg (even with baggy pants on) and you can't hide it like other guys do. They can just wait to get up, cover it with a book, or cross their legs. Not me, it's obvious what's going on and there's no way I can hide it. I've been embarrassed by my arousal too many times to count. I've had that happen throughout my teenage years and the effect was hilarious to my buddies and painful and embarrassing to myself.
I was even solicited by this woman who was into porno movies, a producer or something like that. She'd seen me walking down the street and just stopped me and asked if I'd be interested in doing sex movies. I was shocked that she'd ask me something like that. I was just 13 at the time.
The lady told me that she could tell that I'd do well on screen. I told her that I wasn't interested and hurried away, but that was just another incident in my life that made me self-conscious about my size.
Have you ever sat down on the can with a 9-incher dangling down from between your legs? Well, it's no fun to dip your dick into toilet water because it's just too long for the space provided. I've had to just crouch over many a toilet bowl just to keep myself dry while taking a dump.
I can remember in middle school when we first had to get naked in gym class to take showers. Up until that time only a few people knew that I was as huge as I really was. Even as a kid it was pretty hard to disguise the size I was. I'd be horsing around with another guy and they'd bump against it and look at me like I was some kind of alien. But at least back then we were all kids and they were my buddies so things pretty much remained unsaid.
But that first day of middle school when we had to strip to shower I was the talk of the entire school.
Some guys with really small ones might think that it would be great to be known to have a horse size dick. And that girls would be impressed too. But it doesn't work that way, not in real life. I was a teenager and all I wanted to do was fit in. Instead, all I got was a bunch of teasing from my classmates and the girls were always looking at my crotch trying to see if it was true what they were saying about me.
Actually I couldn't even get a date because by the time I was 15 all the girls in school had heard about me and none of them wanted to waste their time with a guy that would be too big to ever have sex with. Or at least that was what I figured.
I can still remember the time when I was totally mortified by my size. I had to make a speech in English class, everyone did, it was part of the grade to do at least one public speaking gig in front of the class.
There was this goth-girl named Carla, you know the type, black hair, black clothes, white complexion. She had the same attitude that Madonna the rock star had. The "I don't give a fuck" attitude towards life and the "I'm too sexy for my body" thing going on. She was such a bitchy tease that most of the boys in school hated her, but we all lusted after her at the same time.
Anyway, I was up in front of the class ready to make my 10 minute mandatory speech when Carla who was sitting in the front row spread her legs to me. At first I was just surprised and nervous as she began to rhythmically open then close her legs in front of me.
I was of course a virgin (because who would want me and my baseball bat) and the sight of a nubile attractive woman exposing her crotch to me was to say the least a novel thing in my experience.
I think I could see her "beaver" and my blood pressure began to rise as the material of her short black skirt began to rise up her white thighs with each repetition of her leg movements. But when I finally became sure that she wasn't wearing any underwear, and I was seeing her naked twat, well, I couldn't help what happened next.
My speech was on Brazil and the geo-political condition of the country. It was nothing more than an essay that I'd clipped from a magazine and had practiced reading out until I got the timing down to around 10-minutes.
When Carla began flashing me I began to stutter and got red faced. By the time I realized I was getting an erection it was too late. My mighty cock began to inflate and there was nothing I could do about it. I was told by one of my buddies later in the day that it was amazing to watch.
I kept reading my speech as my dick began to grow and slither down my pant leg. I knew what was happening but at the same time I didn't know what to do about it. I tried to think about disgusting things like smelling dog shit on the bottom of my shoe, or imagining the dead rotting seal that I once ran across at the beach.
But it was no use.
I could see Carla's fine alabaster thighs opening wide and then closing so that her smooth shapely knees where together pressed tight. When her legs were spread wide I could see her dark pubic hair and I imagined that I could see something pink just under that hair. I couldn't help it, she made me hard and I couldn't stop it.
Finally I could take the humiliation no longer and with some difficulty I staggered to the door and burst out of the room in a kind of 3-legged run. I was totally embarrassed and thought I'd die.
I guess that old saying "that everyone has their perfect mate somewhere in the world" is true, because that embarrassing moment actually began the most wonderful time in my life. It took three years for it to happen but that one painful event led to my no longer being a virgin by my senior in High School.
Apparently that day when I got the boner in front of everyone in English class I attracted the attention of one Keiko Honda. She was a Japanese girl who had started in our school in the 8th grade with almost no English, or at least an English that no one could understand. But from that day on she silently watched me and eventually we became friends.
It turns out that being a small person she was fascinated by the fact that a man could be as big as I obviously was. Since I am only 5' 7" and had this huge dick, to her I was an oddity. Apparently she had a thing for the oddities in life. (As it turns out many Japanese do.) And I became her new interest.
Keiko and I are now married, but back then when she finally had learned enough English to ask me out on a date I was surprised and flattered. I mean I was the freak that all the girls laughed at behind my back. I was the one that the other kids talked about and joked about, sometimes even in front of me.
But when Keiko asked me to a movie I could barely believe it. She's a small petite girl but otherwise perfectly proportioned. She has fantastic legs and a body to match. I was infatuated with her openness and friendliness during that first date. She made me all warn inside, like I was important.
She told me that she'd had a crush on me for a long time but that she wanted to learn enough English to communicate her feelings before letting me know that she wanted me to be her boyfriend.
Needless to say I was flattered by having such a pretty girl want me so much. But soon I was also flabbergasted. We'd been seeing each other for only two weeks when sweet little Keiko fucked my brains out.
We were at a drive-in watching Forest Gump (Back when it was still new). I was getting into the movie, I thought it was great. But when Keiko snuggled up next to me and began to rub her small delicate hand over my denim covered crotch I instantly forgot all about the movie.
When she deftly unzipped my jeans and pulled my underwear aside to free me I would have done anything she asked.
I can still remember those moments like they were yesterday. I was looking down at her sweet innocent face, feeling her breath on my hot flesh, knowing that something was going to happen to me for the very first time. And not knowing what it was for sure. I was also worried that she would be afraid of my rapidly increasing size.
The only thing I remember clearly after that was that Keiko had somehow pulled my pants off and was sitting in my lap, leaning over the steering wheel of my car pressed up in the most forward position. She was almost hanging over the steering wheel at the moment that I felt her sopping little cunt settle down on the head of my raging club of a dick.
It was strange. Keiko was almost standing to get into position. All I could see was her heart shaped ass staring me in the face as she leaned over the steering wheel and slowly sank down on my dick. Until this moment I hadn't imagined ever getting this far with her, she'd always been sort of shy, but at that moment she was a little tiger.
I was amazed as more and more of me disappeared into her, until finally she sank all the way down to sit in my lap. I couldn't imagine where 14-inches of cock could have gone. I mean Keiko is no more than 5' 1" and my dick was almost 20% of her total body length.
The feeling of being buried in her tight wet pussy was fantastic. That first time Keiko just sat there with me buried deep in her, leaning over the steering wheel. She'd wiggle around from time to time and raise up and then sink down every once in a while. Then she leaned back against my chest and kissed me on the neck making little moaning noises.
This continued until I came in her. I didn't know what was happening until it was too late. It just happened suddenly and without warning. One moment I was just sitting there feeling tense, but wonderful, then the next moment I was blasting my cum deep into her petite little Asian body.
I groaned something about being sorry even while I was still releasing my load into her. It didn't seem to bother her that I'd cum in her like that and as it turned out she had been on the pill her whole senior year in the hope that we'd get together and have sex. I guess she just got tired of waiting for me to make the first move.
I'll be 28 next year and Keiko is still the only girl I've ever made love to. I look back at all the trials and tribulations I went through before I met Keiko and I'm grateful to her. I still think that the average woman wants nothing to do with a big cocked guy. Although... what if I hadn't taken up with Keiko while I was still in High School?
What if I have been wrong all these years and there are a bunch of women who might like really well hung guys? What if..?